I was weak in studies from the very beginning. I somehow managed to pass
the Senior Secondary Examination and got admission in a college. When I was a second-year
student, I suffered from mental illness.
The disease was so terrible that I even had to drop my
studies. There was severe pain in crown area of my head. I couldn’t not
sleep for more than an hour at night.
Whenever I saw a mad person, I would get soaked in sweat
to fear that I too would go mad. If I heard the news of death of
a family member or friend, the whole body would tremble with fear for days.
such a situation, I went to the doctor.
The doctor after
seeing me told me to take medicines for a week, but there was no improvement
in my condition so the Doctor increased the dose.
I was fed up with this situation. I told my classmate and
friend - Chandraprakash Chaudhary about my problem. He told me about Gurudev
Shri Ramlal Ji Siyag. I protested that when doctors cannot cure it with
medicines, how will I be cured by meditation. By God’s grace Gurudev came to
Barmer on 09 November 1995.
A program of Shaktipat initiation took place in the Gandhi
Chowk School Campus. Out of curiosity I also reached there. Gurudev spoke
about the Ashtanga yoga of Indian philosophy and Patanjali. I was a student
of philosophy. Therefore, I fully understood this philosophy. But I did not
meditate there because there was a fear that if my situation got worse, what
I came to my room and meditated at 5.30 am. I experienced
Yogic Kriyas for the first time and I enjoyed it and became happy. After
that I kept meditating regularly in the morning and evening. About 15 days
later, I got complete relief from mental stress. I even forgot that I had
such a disease too. I passed my exams in first class that year. Graduated
with good marks and for PTET, I got selected from Bikaner College. During
one-year period of studying B.Ed., I got the opportunity to spend a lot of
time in close proximity with Gurudev. Now I have no anxiety, tension, fear
Here is my request to everyone that once you pray in front
picture with a pure heart and meditate, all your troubles will disappear.
A great Divine Power like Gurudev is rare to be found
elsewhere in the world.