I took initiation from Gurudev at Sir Pratap Senior Secondary School,
Jodhpur, in 1994-95. I had mental illness due to which I used to have excessive headaches,
unknown fear, restlessness, panic attacks and at the same time my body
pained all the time.
I met many Tantriks but got no resul.Then met a priest and
got some religious rituals done at his advice but my troubles did not
Then I came to Jodhpur to show myself at Mathura Das Mathur
Hospital. Got the psychiatric treatment from G.D Kulwal, but suffering
continued. I got addicted to tablets. I had such a severe pain if I did
not take medicines that I felt as if my body would explode.
But Gurudev Shri
Ramlal Ji Siyag gave me another life. By meditating and chanting the
Sanjeevani mantra, I got rid of my mental problems without medicines and I
became normal and healthy.
Today I am healthy and I am living the new life given by
Gurudev with joy.
During Gurudev's meditation, I see different supernatural
colors, saffron-clad monks, rising sun, mountainous regions, flowers being
showered by the DemiGods. Smell supernatural fragrance during meditation and
experience various postures and Yogic Kriyas during meditation.