I took initiation on August 31, 1995 at Sur Pratap School, Jodhpur. On the
same day, I found mental peace during meditation which remained for many days. Pranayam
started automatically during meditation. As I was suffering from constipation, gout,
palpitations, depression, phobias etc., my social development had stopped. But after taking
initiation from Gurudev, there was a feeling of great peace by chanting and meditation.
I had read many books of Indian philosophy before: -
Ramayana, Geeta, Kalyan, Swami Ramsukhdas ji's discourses, Akhand-Jyoti
magazine by Shanti Kunj, Osho literature, Kabir, Jain philosophy etc. Tried
to follow the paths mentioned in it, even fasted, went for pilgrimages,
visited temples. Tried all this but there was no peace.
In 1994 from Jodhpur Ashram, monthly newspaper was
published under the name "Savitadeva-Sandesh". My younger brother Ummedaram
brought me a copy of it. It had the description of people's experiences,
read them. So, I came half-heartedly at the ashram by Guru Kripa.
Gurudev came at
the right time in simple dress. Gurudev explained in detail the
philosophy. He told to close the eyes and focus his image at ‘agyachakra’
and chant the Sanjeevani mantra. By practicing only this, I experienced rare
peace, joy &
happiness. Pranayama occurred.
Tears flowed out of my eyes. Due to feeling better, could
pay attention to household work, started enjoying the life
of a householder. Immediately after a few days of initiation, while
sleeping, I saw Gurudev pressing his right thumb on my ‘agyachakra’ in my
My self-confidence increased and I feel happy
all the time. Now I got connected with love.
After Gurudev came into my life, the family situation
a lot and have found an overall satisfaction, peace and a heart forever
filled with joy. Jai