I took initiation from Gurudev on 15 February 2002 in Baytu (Barmer). I
took this initiation at the behest of my elder brother Sahib Devi Lal Kodecha. He brought
Gurudev's big picture and told me to keep it in my room.
At that time, I was a B.H.M.S second year student. Being in
the field of medicine, I did not believe in these things. In Dabok
(Udaipur), I used to live with three C.I.D men. They used to meditate on
Gurudev and when I told them that I had taken initiation, they advised me to
meditate every day.
I meditated for about 15-20 days. Then I stopped
meditating. When the foundation stone of the Barmer Ashram was laid, Gurudev
had come to Barmer. That day I also went there and I prayed to Gurudev in my
own mind that if I am not able to meditate today, I will not meditate on you
all my life nor would I recommend to anyone else.
As soon as Gurudev
said, “Now concentrate for 15 minutes.” I closed my eyes and started
meditating, my two hands started clapping and the whole body started shaking
in different ways during meditation. I felt joy.
As soon as the meditation was over, I accepted Gurudev
wholeheartedly, and have been meditating continuously since that day
Earlier I used to worry a lot about my future, and was
afraid of doing anything new. When I used to go to sleep at night, I was
engrossed in thoughts for 1-2 hours.
There was lack of self-confidence and had a lot of anger
within me, but by meditating continuously, I no longer have any kind of
concern. With the grace of Gurudev, I took charge as a homeopathic doctor in
the state hospital Barmer on January 21, 2008.
I tell people about Siddha Yoga and about Gurudev. If the
disease is not curable by medicines, I tell them about Gurudev's meditation.
Regards at the
feet of Gurudev.