First of all, I bow at the feet of His Holiness Gurudev Shri Ramlal Ji
I am grateful to Gurudev for giving shelter to a petty creature like me at his lotus feet.
I was suffering from stomach problems and my stomach used
to hurt a lot due to a severe injury while playing. Doctors said
that my small intestine was badly affected. He told me to go to
Ahmedabad and get the operation done. My parents are dead and I had no
money. I wondered where to get the money from and how to get the operation
done? This was a big problem.
My neighbour, Mr. Jogendra Sharma, told me that if I
meditated on Guruji's
picture, then my disease can be cured. I did not believe at all that by
sitting in front of a picture diseases can be cured, but I had no
alternative. Thinking this, I sat in his room in the evening and meditated.
He told me to keep chanting the name -Guru-Guru in my mind.
As soon as I sat for meditation, I started experiencing
Yogic Kriyas. I experienced Yogic kriyas of neck and stomach. After the
meditation got over, I felt some relief and I realized that there is some
truth in it.
When I slept at night, then there was an invisible
conversation for ten minutes within me, I was listening. In the end there
was an inspiration from within to go to Jodhpur. It was 2001. I had never
been to Jodhpur and there was no money with me. I woke up in the morning and
went to school to borrow Rs. 200/. When I asked for money at the school
office, I was
refused. Frustrated, I left for my room from school and started thinking
about how to arrange the money and who do I ask for it and who would give
it? Just then, a boy came running from behind and said that I was being
called by a senior teacher. When I went there, he gave me 200 rupees.
I was very happy
and came back to my room. Then I took the address from Jogendra ji and left
for Jodhpur. I went to the ashram; I felt a divine bliss when Guruji told me
the Sanjeevani mantra and I meditated. After that my stomach ache was cured.
Earlier, I used to eat meat and drink alcohol occasionally,
but today even in the house where meat is made, I do not eat food. There has
been a complete change in my tendencies. Earlier I used to earn Rs 700 per
month and today I earn Rs. 12000/.
The ‘tamsik’ powers that used to bother me a lot have
gradually become silent. I have also experienced ‘Khechari Mudra’.
Even hunger and thirst do not bother me anymore. There were
many spiritual experiences in life by the grace of Shri Guruji.
My life was hellish, which has now become blissful. I pray
Guruji to keep giving me wisdom and grace.