I took Shaktipat initiation from respected Gurudev Shri Ramlal Ji Siyag on
14 January 2000. Previously I was suffering from arthritis. The doctors told me that I will
have to take medicines for life. I was terrified but continued the treatment although there
was no improvement in health
Once someone said that I had ‘Pitra Dosh’ so the gods have
become angry. If you go to black magician, he will fix it. I got disturbed
after listening to this. I visited them but got no result.
Once, by chance, I got in touch with Mr. Shankarlal.
He is a disciple of Gurudev. He said, "If you want to be cured, then
meditate on Gurudev."
As I was suffering,
I accepted to meditate. As there was no initiation program at that time, so
they gave me a photo of Gurudev from a newspaper cutting, on which I started
I used to chant Jai Gurudev-Jai Gurudev, thus I meditated
only on the photo for 8 months without initiation. I experienced deep
meditation and various kinds of Yogic Kriyas occured. I used to experience
immense joy in meditation, which became permanent.
Later I took initiation from Gurudev. During meditation, I
used to see a huge snake, sitting in my throat and later the snake started
chanting the mantra given by Gurudev. I was scared of this. The snake later
changed into a female form, then she started chanting that mantra.
A fear arose in me. Then I told told Shankar ji about
this, he told me to pray to Gurudev. I went to the ashram at his behest and
told the whole incident, Gurudev heard the whole thing and said that you are
blessed. You have had the direct experience and ‘darshan’ of Universal
Mother- Kundalini. That Divine Power has taken away your pain. You don't
have to be afraid of anything anymore. Keep chanting and meditating.
Sometimes during meditation, the snake would transform into
Gurudev, sometimes the mantra would become Gurudev. Sometimes the mantra
stretched and would spread throughout the body in the form of a light beam.
I am a blacksmith. Gurudev and Dada Gurudev both are
to me all the time. Today, I am well by His grace. Life has become
completely ‘Sattvic’. It
is my humble request to people that even if you pay attention to the picture
of Gurudev, you
will understand what this philosophy is. I bow at the feet of my Gurudev.