I offer my humble obeisances to Gurudev Shri Ramalal Ji Siyag and Dada
Gurudev Baba Shri Gangainath Ji Yogi.
I was suffering from Schizophrenia, insomnia, phobia &
stress since May 2018 because of which I was visiting hospitals
frequently. Gradually, some physical diseases also creeped in. I had to
carry medicines everywhere I went.
One day in August 2019, I visited my friend, Mr. Bhati, who
was meditating on Gurudev
and doing yogic kriyas. After reaching home, I thought that this is the same
Gurudev on whom my neighbour and his family members also meditate. Out of
curiosity, I called my friend Bhati Ji, and asked about Gurudev. He
he was meditating on the picture of Gurudev Shri Ramlal Ji Siyag. He said
that he was just sitting and it was Gurudev who was getting the meditation
and yogic kriyas done. Then he told me that by meditating on Gurudev’s
picture millions of disciples have been cured of many incurable diseases. He
said that I will not understand it without actually doing it first.
Next day I went to
my neighbour’s place and got more information about Gurudev. He gave me an
edition of Spiritual Science magazine and said that meditation is something
that needs to be experienced and gave me a picture of Gurudev.
I didn’t meditate but when my situation worsened
then I started meditating from Feb' 2020 but I couldn’t concentrate in the
days I realized that I didn’t feel the need to take the medicines anymore
which was surprising for
me. These are tranquilizers which were must for me so I developed some faith
in Gurudev. But as I was still not able to concentrate during meditation, I
called Adhyatma Vigyan Satsang Kendra, Jodhpur and sought advice. I was
advised to mentally chant the Sanjeevani mantra as much as possible and to
sit for meditation without bothering about the outcome as this was Gurudev’s
One day I visited Gurudev’s website:
and read all the editions of Spiritual Science magazine. I found the answers
to my every single doubt while going through the different editions of the
magazine which strengthened my faith further.
I was still not able to meditate or chant even after trying
for about 10 days so I called my friend who advised me not to worry about it
and to continue the practice with a firm resolve. I decided to continue.
Then one day suddenly my mental disease worsened and I panicked. So, I
called him again. He said that the negative energies resist before leaving
our body forever so just pray to Gurudev and continue the practice. I did
the same and immediately felt great relief.
One day I thought that the one who rushes to resolve our
problems at every step is none other than Bhagawan Shri Krishna in the form
of Gurudev but people are not accepting it. Thinking this, I picked up the
Bhagwad Geeta that was lying near by and found this verse-
Explanation: Fools deride Me when I descend in the
human form. They do not know My
transcendental nature and My supreme dominion over all that be.
Explanation: There are those who always think of Me and engage in exclusive
Me. To them, whose minds are always absorbed in Me, I provide what they
and preserve what they already possess.
After reading this I became sure that God has descended in
the form of Gurudev and I continued the meditation. Then one day I wondered
if our sins are also destroyed by meditation! Then I read a verse from
‘dhyanbindupnishad’ in 'Samveda' which says that sins, as big as a mountain
spread over kilometres of land, are destroyed by ‘dhyanyoga’. There is no
other method which is as good as this which can destroy the sins.
Whatever doubts arose in my mind, Gurudev cleared all
those. It has been only four months since I started this and I am
experiencing great improvement in my health. Whatever doubts arose in my
during this period were cleared either by Spiritual Science magazine or
through the videos on the YouTube channel -
Gurudev Siyag's Siddha Yoga -
I was suffering from schizophrenia, insomnia, phobia &
severe mental stress but today (September 2020), I am completely healthy and
do not suffer from any of these problems anymore. It is my humble request to
everyone to practice Gurudev Siyag's Siddha Yoga to be free from diseases
and for spiritual evolution.